What do we mean by ‘an experiment’ and how does this course help?
Draft - My Human Design Experiment
The sacred laboratory where knowing transforms into being
You’re Standing on the Precipice
Something is stirring. Perhaps it began with a whisper — a growing awareness that the life you've carefully constructed no longer fits who you're becoming. Maybe it started with exhaustion from trying so hard to be someone you're not, or the suffocating realization that your current existence feels foreign to your emerging authentic self.
You've achieved what others would call success, yet you find yourself questioning everything. The strategies that once served you now feel like a prison. You're capable, solutions-oriented, someone others turn to — but underneath this competent exterior, consciousness is expanding, and with it comes both terror and excitement.
You're not broken. You're awakening.
The Gap Between Mind and Being
You may know your Human Design already — your Type, Strategy, Authority. Or perhaps you're completely new to this blueprint for authentic living. Either way, you've arrived here because something deeper is calling.
You understand that transformation can't be solved with your analytical mind alone, yet that's exactly what you keep trying to do. Each failed strategy doesn't just feel like a setback — it strikes at the very core of your identity as someone who figures things out.
What you're craving isn't another system. It's permission to trust your own inner knowing.
Welcome to Deconditioning
My Human Design Experiment (My HD Ex for short) isn't just about learning more about yourself. It's about unlearning everything that isn't you. It's the patient, sacred work of cellular transformation — shedding layers of conditioning that have kept you from your truth.
This is deconditioning: the slow, exquisite process of becoming more yourself. Not overnight. Not perfectly. But consistently, with witness, with community, with someone who has walked this path for over two decades.
This isn't theory you study. It's embodied experimentation that meets you in the living laboratory of your daily life. 3-6 hours per week of gentle, profound work — connecting your BodyGraph with your actual body, feeling your authority animate, catching your not-self patterns in real time.
This self-paced online course coupled with coaching and community, provides support, inspiration, and practical application of your design in daily life, using your Embodiment or Foundation Reading as an ongoing resource.
““After 20+ years of my own experiment, I know this truth: you don’t need fixing. You need remembering. And remembering happens best in relationship — with someone who can see you clearly as you peel away what you’re not and come home to who you’ve always been.””
CHOOSE YOUR DECONDITIONING PATHWAY
🔹The Core Experiment Pathway
$997 NZD
= USD 592*
5 months guided exploration + Four 90 min group witness calls
Your Journey Includes:
Complete My HDex deconditioning online course & materials (5 months access)
4 monthly group calls via zoom (Wed 12pm - 1:30pm NZ time)
Recordings available for review during your membership
Rolling enrollment - begin when you’re ready
Community of fellow experimenters witnessing each other’s becoming
Perfect for: those ready to begin their deconditioning journey with consistent group support
**Haven’t had a Reading OR don’t have a recording of your Human Design Reading?You’ll need this for your chosen pathway.
Add a Bundle Bonus: Core Experiment + 90 min Embodiment Session @$387 = $1,384
Includes Human Design Essentials course ($47 value) as complimentary bonus
Build more relationship with your blueprint before diving into the experiment. This session meets you wherever you are in your HD knowledge.
*Exchange rates fluctuate. Please check today’s NZD - USD rate
🔹The Complete Experiment Pathway
$1,997 NZD
= USD 1,186*
Individual attunement + lifetime access + 12 months of witness
Your Journey Includes:
90-minute Human Design Embodiment Session — deep dive into your unique design meeting where you are in your HD knowledge
Lifetime access to all My HDex deconditioning online course & materials
10 group calls over 12 months — your extended deconditioning laboratory
Personalised guidance that meets you exactly where you are
Year-long relationship with me as your witness and guide in a group setting
Recordings available for review during your membership/lifetime access?
Perfect for: Those wanting both intimate individual attention and sustained community support for their deconditioning journey.
*Exchange rates fluctuate. Please check today’s NZD - USD rate
🔹 The Bespoke Coaching Pathway
$3,997 NZD
= USD 2,374*
12 month 1:1 deconditioning partnership
Your Journey Includes:
Ten 1:1 sessions (60 minutes each) — your private laboratory for becoming accompanying you throughout the year
Intimate partnership with direct 1:1 access to my Reflector wisdom
Completely personalised to your unique design, life circumstances, and deconditioning needs
Lifetime access to My HDex online course & materials, group recordings and group sessions (10 per year) as supporting resources
Rolling enrollment — begin when you're ready
Community of fellow experimenters witnessing each other's becoming
Perfect for: Those who prefer deep 1:1 connection and privacy and want my complete attention on their transformation.
Course materials and group sessions included as an extra for any meditations, resources, or community aspects that call to you.
*Exchange rates fluctuate. Please check today’s NZD - USD rate
Existing or Previous Experimenters
If you've already invested in My Human Design Experiment at any level — whether you completed it and want to go deeper, you're partway through, or you started life got in the way and it expired — I want to offer you the missing piece.
Add Group Support & Lifetime Access to My HDex — $777 NZD (USD = *462)
What This Means:
Lifetime access to all current and future My HDex course and materials
10 monthly group calls over 12 months (Wednesdays 11am- 12:30pm NZT)
Your experiment witnessed in real-time as it unfolds
Community of others divorcing their not-self alongside you
All calls recorded so nothing is lost - available to access for 12 months
The support that turns knowing into being
Perfect for: those who previously purchased My Human Design Experiment and crave witness in community. (*current exchange rate applies)
Find out what Mary-Louise experienced when she completed My Human Design Experiment after already experimenting independently for 4 years. Mary- Louise is an Emotional Manifesting Generator.
Inside the Experiment - where theory meets living
This isn't just about learning Human Design. This is about becoming yourSelf.
MODULE 1 : My HD Experiment — laying the foundation, connecting your BodyGraph with your body. Where knowing becomes feeling.
MODULE 2: Strategy vs Authority — fresh insights into life-giving energetic patterns and body-based wisdom. Where your mind learns about stepping aside.
MODULE 3: Mind vs Authority — recognising embodied wisdom, catching your authority in real time. Where trust replaces doubt.
MODULE 4: Experiencing your Not-Self and True Self Themes — keys to vibrational lift, deconditioning what you are not. Where relief replaces resistance.
MODULE 5: Smoothing Your Move — life-affirming experimentation in your daily living lab. Where ease replaces effort.
MODULE 6: Putting it all together — dancing with your life’s natural energy. Where integration accelerates
MODULE 7: Embodying the Experiment — recognising auric signatures, quantum living. Where you stop performing and start being.
Modules include: Videos that meet you where you are, practical exercises that work in real life, guided meditations for embodied integration, and living-lab experiments that transform ordinary moments into opportunities for cellular renewal.
Access anywhere: Computer, tablet or mobile app for complete flexibility in your experiment.
All journeys include: coaching & community to support you as you experiment
Is this your moment?
Your body knows it’s for you if:
✓ You've had a Foundation or Embodiment Reading or will book one as part of your journey (essential — this experiment builds from that foundation)
✓ You have your reading recording (one of our first exercises sends you back to extract specific insights)
✓ You're done with surface-level spiritual bypassing — you want cellular transformation, not temporary inspiration
✓ You recognise that deconditioning takes time — you're not seeking instant gratification
✓ You feel the pull toward embodied living — you want to feel your design, not just know it
This isn’t your path if:
✗ You want to study Human Design as knowledge without applying it
✗ You'd rather read about transformation than live it
✗ You haven't had a Foundation or Embodiment Reading or similar, and aren't willing to invest in that foundation
✗ You're seeking quick fixes rather than sustainable cellular change
Important: This experiment is designed to work directly from your Foundation or Embodiment Reading. If you haven't had a reading from a Certified Human Design Analyst, you need this foundation first. If you had a reading elsewhere, consider an Embodiment Session with me — the depth and specificity matter for the transformation ahead.
YOUR GUIDE: CHRISTINE SPICER
Pioneer. Reflector. Embodiment Transformation Specialist.
I brought Human Design to New Zealand and was our first internationally Certified Analyst, Guide and Teacher. After 20+ years of my own experiment and thousands of hours guiding others into embodiment, I know the difference between knowing your design and living it.
As one of only a handful of qualified Reflector teachers globally, I offer perspective you won't find elsewhere. My approach isn't about perfecting your design — it's about trusting the wisdom your body already carries and creating space for that truth to emerge naturally.
This experiment draws from two+ decades of my own cellular transformation. I don't just teach what I've studied — I share what I've lived. The difference is everything.
"I always care what it feels like, looks like and sounds like as your design becomes manifest”
The Promise
In 7 years, every cell in your body will have renewed itself. They either renew as the old you… but older. Or they refresh themselves with cellular memory closer to the truer you. Closer to your becoming.
This experiment plants seeds of authenticity that will keep unfolding long after our time together ends.
You won't emerge "fixed" or "perfected." You'll emerge more yourSelf — more trusting of your inner authority, making decisions from love rather than lack, living more from alignment rather than anxiety.
This is the patient work of coming home to who you've always been, underneath all the conditioning that convinced you otherwise.
Your experiment in authentic living begins the moment you say yes.
Ready to begin?
Frequently Asked Questions
How much time does this transformation require?
3-6 hours per week. Your design knows how much you need.
Video content flows at 1-2 hours per module, while reflection, exercises, and living-lab experiments invite 2-4 hours of integration weekly. But here's what makes this sacred: you move at the pace your body requires.
Love diving deep into experiments? Spread a module over two weeks. Feel called to repeat certain practices? Follow that wisdom. Some people revisit the entire journey after completion. Others return to specific meditations for months. Some repeat experiments until they become second nature.
This is why lifetime access exists — your deconditioning doesn't follow a timeline. It follows your truth.
How long do I have access?
It depends on your chosen pathway:
Core Experiment: 5 months access with 4 group calls
Complete Journey: Lifetime access with 10 group calls
Bespoke Coaching: Lifetime access with 10 personal 1:1 sessions
Each pathway offers different depths of support for your unique deconditioning needs.
Can I access this on my phone?
Absolutely. Download the Thinkific app, sign in with your course credentials, and carry your experiment with you. Perfect for listening to meditations during walks or reviewing insights between sessions.
I've had a reading with someone else — can I still do this work?
Yes, you're welcome here. As long as you have a recording of your reading to reference, you have what you need to begin.
Even if you've had a reading, you might feel called to experience an Embodiment Session — my particular approach focuses on the sensations, feelings, and lived experiences that become signposts for your unique design. It's less about information, more about integration.
What exactly is a Foundation Reading?
This is the term used by Analysts certified through the International Human Design School — the original lineage of Ra Uru Hu's teachings. I've been qualified through this program since 2009 and am a certified teacher of it.
I now call my sessions Embodiment Readings to reflect my specialty: helping you feel your design, not just know it. It's about recognising how your blueprint shows up in your body, relationships, and daily life.
While I recommend readings from qualified analysts, if you've had a reading from another lineage, you're warmly welcomed here too.
Do I need to understand Human Design to begin?
No. Your introductory reading is your foundation.
As long as you have a recording to listen to during your experiment, you have everything needed to begin. You'll learn more about your design by living it with me than you ever could from studying it alone.
Remember: during group calls, you can ask questions and receive individual guidance specific to your unique experiment.
I've studied Human Design extensively — will this still transform me?
Absolutely. Knowledge and embodiment are completely different experiences.
After 20+ years living my own design, as a qualified teacher and eternal student of this system, I still learn from my experiment. I would have treasured this kind of supported journey at many stages of my own deconditioning.
Even qualified Human Design teachers and analysts have taken this journey and discovered profound new layers of their own designs. The difference between knowing your chart and living your truth is everything.
Can I do this work if my family/partner doesn't understand Human Design?
Yes, completely. Human Design is an inner experiment you can undertake without those around you even knowing, if you choose.
Of course, it's wonderful when loved ones support your journey — but it's absolutely not essential. Your inner world provides endless awareness, and that's always available to you regardless of others' understanding.
Your deconditioning is yours alone.
What does "Lifetime Access" actually mean?
Lifetime access means access for the lifetime of the course — as long as I continue to offer and maintain this program. No additional payments required.
This honest transparency protects both of us while ensuring you can return to the materials whenever your experiment calls for deeper integration.
You’re welcome to work with me 1-1 before committing to a journey
Yes, individual guidance is available outside of these pathways
Human Design Embodiment Session — $397 NZD (90 minutes) Deep dive into and beyond the foundation of your design. Special focus on feeling your design through your body and in your behaviour — essential for newcomers or perfect for deepening existing experimenters